
This is from a 14-page handwritten apology letter I sent to my childhood best friend about a week prior to finding un-Denial. It had been my new year’s resolution every year for the last 20 years. Michael Dowd inspired me to finally go through with it. I’m only including the end portion because that’s the part that pertains to the doomasphere. It’s my Dowd overshoot journey knowledge up to that point. Hopefully it has some entertainment value for you guys.
Hey Jeff, it’s now 2024. I wrote most of that back in 2018. Haven’t read it in a while. Reminds me how close to the edge I was. And the memory lane bit got me teary eyed again.
I had a near death experience (NDE) couple years ago. It was my heart. And it instantly changed my life. It made me start researching other NDE’s, and then researching death itself, which led to learning a lot about indigenous people as well as human history. Which eventually had me thirsty for knowledge on what it all means, who are we and why are we here, meaning of life, all that fun stuff, which eventually led me to God.
My God is ecology, nature, the environment, the biosphere, Gaia, Mother Earth (or whatever you want to call it). Over 97% (300,000 years) of homo sapien humanity we lived in right relationship to reality. Which means we lived the same way as every other species on this planet. Get food, make shelter, and raise a family. Life centered, eco-centric, and animistic. Sustainable and faithful to the past and future. “We belong to the land” (measuring wealth by how good the soil is doing, and the mountains, rivers, forests, oceans, other species, etc).
It’s only the last 3% (10,000 years) that humans have turned those life centered worldviews into a human supremacy or anthropocentric worldview. Unsustainable and unfaithful to the past and future. “The land belongs to us” (measuring wealth by how good the kings, or individuals or groups of individuals (corporations) are doing, GDP, or how much money is in your bank account). This quote pretty much sums it all up: “Forests precede civilizations, and deserts follow them”
This shift from life centered worldviews to human supremacy worldviews is the fundamental point where it all started to go wrong. It’s very complex and I’m still soaking up knowledge to try and make more sense of it. But here’s an excellent bit I heard on a podcast a while back. The themes of “technology is a trap” and “it only takes one” can really start to be understood:
“Many historians believe the invention of the plow killed animism, which was nearly universal prior to the plow. I can be a hunter and kill a buffalo while still being animistic. I can pray to the spirit of the buffalo, cry when I kill it, take no more buffalo than I need and use it all well, and then say I am eating you and when we die, and get buried, we will become grass that your great grandchildren will eat and we’re part of this great cycle of life. But I cannot breed a buffalo into an ox, yoke it, cut its testicles off, bind its horns, and beat it all day long, and be animistic and still respect the spirit of the buffalo. At that point I have to say its just a dumb fucking animal that is here for us and man’s dominion over earth.”
“Technology that is highly advantageous to use, is obligate. Meaning you dont get to not use it and still make it thru history. Someone else will use the plow. They’ll grow their population because of the massive caloric increase. They will make it thru the famines. If we dont use it, then our tribe will get killed by them and or die in the famine. So even if I dont want to use it, I have to. And If I dont, then I dont make it thru history. The technology then codes a pattern of human behavior – instead of hunting-gathering, now I am beating an animal all day. This codes a pattern of values in the human psyche. Which eventually codes the entire culture.” – Daniel Schmachtenberger
I’ve come to realize the big question of “what is the purpose of life?”. The simplicity of it kind of feels like when you find out how a magician did his magic trick. But in this case, it’s not a letdown. The purpose of life is for life to thrive. Period! Pretty simple. Not some complicated grand scheme or the very human supreme notion of “what’s my purpose here”. And not just humans thriving, but all life thriving. And to accomplish that, it’s all about living in right relationship to reality. And obviously the last 3% of human history has done everything to undo that. When religion shifted from God being mother earth to God being some other worldly figure outside of our biosphere, it was game over. Agriculture and organized religion go hand in hand. So agriculture & its technology are the cause of our shifting worldviews. Organized religion is busy pushing God away from earth and up into the skies, so that humans can more easily continue the self-induced destruction of our planet (that agriculture/technology guarantees). Lately I’ve been reading about how in life centered cultures, religion (if done correctly) is the control mechanism to keep us humans in check. And with human centered cultures, religion is downgraded to a coping mechanism. This makes a lot of sense to me.
I don’t obsess about suicide as much anymore. I’ve slowly started the process of trying to forgive myself for all of the people I hurt. As well as forgiving the people who’ve hurt me. Easier said than done, for sure. But this road to forgiveness started for me while studying human history and realizing how much we humans have lost our way (culture, relationships, values, our stories). We fell off the path and are now just a bunch of confused apes going down this ecocidal capitalist nightmare that started a few thousand years ago. And then ridiculously amped up in the last couple hundred years because of the one-time gift/curse of fossil hydrocarbons, which are god-like because of the energy amounts they produce (compared to the only previous energy sources we had for all of our existence; muscle and firewood).
We never stood a chance. Think about it, while american colonialism was building this new stolen land via slavery (kidnapping and torture) and finishing the genocide of the Indigenous (the only true wisdom left in the world) they were also simultaneously discovering this god-like energy stuff. Discovered, extracted, and depleted in a quick 300-year bender at a time where our species had tons of intelligence and zero wisdom. Holy shit! That is some incredibly bad timing/luck for humanity. To sum it up: Native Americans lived on this land for 35,000 years. Modern man, western man, civilized man (which is all just code for white man) will not even make it 500 years on this same land. (year 1607 being the starting point – first successful settlement by the english)
Because just like every human centered civilization before us, we too are collapsing. The reason is always the same: ecological overshoot of carrying capacity. Except now, because of industrial civilization and globalization, most every living thing (humans, animals, fish, insects, plants, trees, etc) will perish. But as bleak as that may sound, it is definitely a good thing. When Mother Earth finally heals from humanity’s destructive ways, the next batch of life will be able to continue the purpose of life – to thrive. At least until another species comes along with that dangerous combination of high intelligence / low wisdom and discovers fossil energy. But that won’t be possible for hundreds of millions of years. That is how sacred and precious these fossil hydrocarbons are. Between the insane amount of creation time and the colossal amounts of energy they produce, it’s easy to understand why people use the word “god-like” when describing them.
And when you look at what humans do with this sacred stuff, it’s very easy to teeter between the extremes of sobbing uncontrollably and laughing hysterically. Worldwide, we use over 100 million barrels of oil every single day to keep this evil, phony, materialistic, human supremacy machine called civilization, running. Destroying mother earth and her children every step of the way. One of my favorite quotes that encapsulates this is:
‘Humanity today is like a waking dreamer, caught between the fantasies of sleep and the chaos of the real world. The mind seeks but cannot find the precise place and hour. We have created a Star Wars civilization, with Stone Age emotions, Medieval institutions, and Godlike technology. We thrash about. We are terribly confused by the mere fact of our existence, and a danger to ourselves and to the rest of life.’ – E.O. Wilson
Sorry to preach so much. I know I sound like some jerk who thinks he has it all figured out. But I doubt I know even one percent of the whole picture. And I certainly do not mean to dismiss other god’s or people’s belief. It’s just that my whole life, I never believed in any type of god or creator. Just thought life was some random chemical accident. But through my human history journey, the farther I go back, the more of a spiritual tone it takes, with no assistance required. And now this is what I truly believe in my heart. And while Mother Earth is our creator, sustainer, and end, I definitely do not believe it ends there. The universe is way too big. And because of my NDE, I know there is something beyond death and I look forward to that journey when the time comes. And I’m sure my notion of God will change after I’m no longer on this planet. My only desire in this life is to be on the side of good more than evil. Which seems to be all about keeping my ego in check. Trying to live with more humility, moderation and connectedness. Its a constant struggle. Internet and technology have done a lot of damage to us. Just trying to be good, one day at a time, one moment at a time.
My journey has also made it very clear as to what is most important in life. Deep meaningful relationships – without a doubt. Which brings me back to why I’m finally reaching out to you. The human growth that would have been flourishing by now with me and you (that I robbed us of) is where the devastation lies. I want to apologize again for harming you and having such a negative impact in your life. And I want you to know that I know what an evil person I was for betraying you and never owning up to it. I so wish I could go back in time and make things right. 20 years best friends and now 20 years of me hiding from you. Goddamn!!! What a tragic waste. I’m so sorry Jeff.
I also want to thank you for being such a good friend to me. You were by far, the best friend I ever had. Nowadays, you still pop up in my dreams, but not nearly as much as you used to. And it’s usually always a positive experience. And I still think about you every single day. I don’t think that will ever change. If I never see or hear from you again in this lifetime, then I pray we meet up again and can be friends in the next voyage. I wish nothing but the best for you and your family. Take care. And I promise I will not contact you again.
Love always,
Chris
Ok, what the hell did we just read? Well, first of all, the fact that I thought it was a good idea to bombard a normie with all that collapse knowledge is freaking hilarious. He’s a family guy with young teen kids so I’m sure I didn’t do him any favors.
I was such a Dowd clone. And no doubt Michael gave me a great education about overshoot/collapse. But because of teachers like him, Daniel Quinn, Charles Eisenstein, etc, (and of course the NDE), I was wrong about everything regarding humans (and life). Being that incorrect is also why I was carrying that colossal amount of guilt for what humanity has done. But that’s where you stay when you’re knee deep in the noble savage myth. That extremely tragic story where if a couple of things had worked out differently, we’d still be living sustainably like the wise native americans. Being stuck in that place can be dangerous. Like Michael Ruppert type dangerous.
It’s true that a strong case can be made that I was a kinder, better person then. But it revolves around a con job where the motivation stems from getting that ticket to the good place when you die. Plus, it goes back to the simple yet accurate idea of the less you know, the better chance you have of being a happy clueless moron.
Like I said earlier, I found un-Denial a few days after mailing the letter and that’s when my journey really kicked into hyperdrive. If I were to send that letter today it might look a little different LOL. Understanding that the sixth mass extinction has absolutely nothing to do with humans, culture, or falling off the path… and everything to do with how the Blob is programmed to operate, there’s a sense of clarity there (kinda like when I found this site and I started to understand why nobody, not even the geniuses, can understand this simple concept called overshoot).
And yes, of course I know that my nihilistic/absurdist outlook is dangerous also. The lack of meaning/purpose, the darkness, the void, has been the demise of many, I’m sure. But I can speak from experience, it’s a lighter shade of dangerous than the noble savage myth. Much easier to cope with the pointlessness of it all, than the relentless shame, regret, and guilt of it all.
I’m still far from Zen Master status. I have a major weakness with my anger. And my interest level (for anything) disappears for days sometimes. But my main complaint is that the removal of all hopium (especially the fun stuff like alien galactic wars, much more advanced modernity than ours) has me at an awareness level that makes the whole thing feel like I was sentenced, living in detention.
I’ve been talking in my sleep
I’ve been waking in my dreams
I’ve been living in the past
My good old faith is dead
P.S. In case you’re curious, I never heard back from Jeff. But that’s ok. The weight off my chest was worth it. Thank you Michael Dowd. I miss you!

Hormuz status?
Suez canal status?
What kind of human says “They’re toast and they know it”?
That would be the US Secretary of War.
I noticed something with an un-Denial theme today.
Everyone is discussing how confused and conflicting the US explanations for attacking Iran are.
Is it?
There’s almost zero discussion among leaders, journalists, and citizens on the real reason:
US wants to control the oil exported by Iran so that:
I think this is yet another example of genetic denial.
To discuss the oil motivation requires one to acknowledge the oil depletion threat, which then opens up a huge can of unpleasant worms.
Much easier to discuss evil mullahs.
I mentioned this before but it’s super interesting. I thought US gained nothing from the Iraq war. Not true.
All Iraq oil is now sold for $US that are deposited in a US controlled NY bank account and US then releases some of the funds to Iraq.
Looks to me like an economic collapse is probable if Iran survives and resists.
Provide conservative estimate for time to resume Hormuz oil shipments assuming Iran resists.
Things to think about:
I appreciate your ongoing thoughts and analysis Rob. I have been a bit shaky the past couple of days, it’s really happening and it’s scary. There is also anger in the mix, some subtle excitement/adrenalin, as well as a surreal feeling, as daily life has not changed. Chris and i had a chat today, and afterwards I realised that some of the stuff i mentioned was referencing a presentation I put together 4 years ago now, in 2022, called “When the Trucks Stop Running” (after reading that book) and I did this half hour long report and recorded presentation on zoom. (Chris, it was about the municipal water supply)
So here it is below, describing Australia’s particular vulnerability to an abrupt cessation of liquid feul imports (also similar to what Nathan, monk’s friend, says for NZ being the end of the line and only fuel coming on ships). With this scenario it was based on the hypothetical shut down of the South China sea trade routes, which could have a worse impact than the Strait of Hormuz for us. It was basically some one else’s research that I was motivated to present visually for it to have more impact.
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1H6RmL8fjmNKGlrlWas1wufC0Sa1duzNI/view?usp=sharing
So it’s been around 5 years now that I have been thinking something like this could happen, and wondering why other people don’t seem to realise or care! And that’s still the case now, when it’s right in our face or soon will be. Denial will carry on til the bitter end, or maybe it’s just our optimism bias or normalcy bias is so strong. I hope we get a few more months before a cactus type break down occurs. That’s my hopium.
I skimmed your presentation Renaee. It’s high quality and you clearly put a lot of work into it. Well done!
Nice to have a face to associate with your name.
Nice Renaee! I was laughing my ass off at the beginning:
“This is a scenario I think is likely to happen in the not too distant future… which is a very negative outlook to have, but I’m gonna run through it anyway.”
aka: this is some scary shit, and you’re probably too clueless to understand me, but here goes anyway
China needs Iran’s oil?
“Do you want Rubio to come out and say ‘We had to bolster the petrodollar and squeeze China’s energy supply so we could trade oil to them for critical minerals and parts.’? That wasn’t going to happen. So thus is the cover. US needed Iran taken down for these reasons, Israel for obviously different reasons, but the objectives overlapped. Jesus Ed, stooping to suggesting Israel manipulated us into war is tucker carlson / charles lindbergh level drivel.“?
https://x.com/LMaranoid/status/2028689414147187035?s=20
Thanks. Honest to god. I finished my latest essay 10 minutes before I read this comment.
One of my friends, fellow NZr Nathan Surendran, has written a piece that is a wakeup call on our energy future – brought to light by the straight of Hormuz mess
The Limits to the Energy Transition: What Physics Means for New Zealand’s Economy – Whitepaper
Nathan is very well informed on energy and environmental concerns. He would be well worth a follow for the un-denial tribe 🙂
Thanks monk. The white paper is a well researched and well written primer on energy depletion.
He focusses on the unique vulnerability of NZ, however I think when viewed through the wider CACTUS lens, NZ is not that different than the rest of the world. NZ might collapse a little sooner, but the rest of the world won’t be far behind.
I’m always curious what new thinkers in the overshoot space recommend we do. His prescription is:
These ideas are common among overshoot aware people, but have recently been shown by CACTUS to be dreams that won’t retain modernity.
Nathan has posted today on SS a link to Rob’s latest essay:
https://substack.com/@energyandresilience/note/c-223519297?r=qlexb&utm_source=notes-share-action&utm_medium=web
Chris Martenson says 2026 is the last year to prepare, not because of CACTUS, but rather because of the imminent threats from AI.
I don’t buy it. Depletion and supply chain disruptions like Hormuz are much bigger threats. When the world economy tips into a depression because of US aggression, most AI will go bankrupt.
Brian Berletic explains that the imminent US escalation to a land assault of Iran was planned in public documents since at least 2009.
This is not mission creep.
It is a plan being unveiled slowly to maximize public support.
Also explained in the 2009 US plan is a strategy to goad Iran into reacting so the US can depict their attack as being justified.
Supply chain attacks spreading.
I can confirm this. Hard news on Iran was way down today on X.
As Martenson says, it’s unlikely they would have done this if the news was good.
I’ve seen an alternate explanation that smells better than blaming Musk.
Iran has shut down its internet so much less information is getting out.
If you see a video from inside Iran the source is probably a Mossad collaborator using a satellite phone.
So what is everybody’s interviews of Prof. Marandi? The authorities must be letting some of their message out.
AJ
Yes, Marandi also had internet access during the recent riots triggered by Bessent’s destruction of the Iranian currency.
Marandi is a key spokesperson for the Iranian government.
Gasoline up 13% here.
Delusional Trump struggling with dementia and a malignant narcissistic psychopathic personality disorder. What do you expect? Insanity all the time.
AJ
American Idiot by Green Day would be a great song to post here. But I prefer the stuff that gets me angry. Like Rage and System.
Evil Empire’s fetish of pushing the weak around is coming to an end. God bless.
Circumventing circuses, lamenting in protest
To visible police, presence-sponsored fear
Battalions of riot police with rubber bullet kisses
Baton courtesy, service with a smile
Beyond the Staples Center you can see America
With its tired poor avenging disgrace
Peaceful, loving youth against the brutality
Of plastic existence
Pushing little children with their fully-automatics
They like to push the weak around
Pushing little children with their fully-automatics
They like to push the weak around
A rush of words, pleading to disperse
Upon your naked walls, alive
A political call, the fall guy accord
We can’t afford to be neutral on a moving train
Push them around
A deer dance, invitation to peace
War staring you in the face
Dressed in black
With a helmet, fierce
Trained and appropriate for the malcontents
For the disproportioned malcontents
A little boy smiled, it’ll all be well
And say a little boy smiled, it’ll all be well
Pushing little children with their fully-automatics
They like to push the weak around
https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2026-03-03/poland-will-eventually-seek-its-own-nuclear-weapons-tusk-says (Article paywalled)
Sometimes, humor is the best way to respond to the threat of nuclear annihilation.
History repeats.
Art Berman, who has been cheerleading the aggression on Iran, is now predicting the outcome will be global collapse.
That is incredibly sobering. His warnings are going to reach such a small audience here in America.
Today is World Wildlife day.
Another graph. I originally found this image on Tom Murphy’s blog do the math.
https://dothemath.ucsd.edu/2023/08/ecological-cliff-edge/
I like this one as it more immediately communicates the big picture, it’s a screenshot from the recent documentary Greenwashed:
Rob, what do you think of Fast Eddy? he gets some stuff right, but i think he’s too extreme even by the standards of this blog…
I think FE is overshoot aware, with a good understanding of the dire implications, but no understanding of MORT to explain the behavior of citizens, and this has caused him to become very angry and bat shit crazy, and so he produces the odd insightful piece on overshoot, mixed with rude rants and looney tunes stuff like the moon landing was a hoax.
I also think his ethics are very poor because he frequently copy/pastes the work of others without attribution.
I guess it’s impossible to know but I wonder what’s going on with submarines? China and Russia must have a couple in the area, right?
Not likely. See recent YouTube videos from Brian Berletic explaining why China and Russia do not have the assets or logistics to project force into the middle east.
China has been providing financial assistance, war materials, and intelligence.
Sub attack, breaking news: https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/over-100-missing-after-submarine-attack-on-iranian-ship-off-sri-lankan-coast/ar-AA1Xuxaf?ocid=msedgntp&pc=DCTS&cvid=4d90cc61fcab4efdbafe7f58dd000bae&ei=47
For me, the most troubling Iran mystery is why did Ali Khamenei meet with many senior leaders in his residence providing an easy target for a mass assassination?
This after Iranian leaders were misled and assassinated during a prior negotiation!
Can they really be that stupid?
Alexander Mercouris says they were led to believe by US negotiators that a deal was imminent and they were meeting to discuss new terms proposed by the US.
Ali Khamenei was apparently so certain that the US was sincere that he allowed his granddaughter and family to visit and they too were murdered.
Treacherous perfidy.
Fuck the US.
P.S. Mercouris says the condolence note sent by Putin to Iran indicates he knows what happened.
This doesn’t feel like this is going to end on an off ramp. This could be the decisive event to spark fast collapse. We are currently trying to work out anything of major importance to get done in the next few weeks. Who else feels this way?
It’s possible this could be a CACTUS trigger, especially if Hormuz remains closed for a few months, or if Iran hits Israel so hard they retaliate with nukes.
It’s also possible that US will pound Iran so hard that it becomes another failed state like what they did to Syria and Libya.
I’m topping up a few preps but they were in pretty good shape before this full-scale unprovoked aggression by the US.
Yeah I really don’t know. It has the potential to be devastating. I think I’m prepared as best be.
With Khamenei I think it was just that he was old and truly believed in his religion. He must have believed that his fate and his families and Iran’s was truly in Allah’s hands. And if he is martyred he has a revered spot in heaven. Scott Ritter (not sure) suggested if the West was smart they would not have tried to assassinate him but would have made him seem to cower in fear and portray that across the world. Religion is a wonderful thing, it really can provide certainty and peace of mind if you truly believe. . . only those who deny it (like us here) suffer with angst and with a limited awareness at our meaninglessness and that of the universe.
AJ
Many share the view that Khamenei’s health was failing and he decided to go out as a martyr living normally in his home rather than as a coward hiding in Berlin like Netanyahu.
But that doesn’t explain why many senior leaders met with him in his residence providing an easy target.
I’m getting so frustrated by how many recent global events just don’t add up or make sense. It makes me very suspicious
AJ, in other words he and his family were in denial that a bad outcome could happen to them as they had all their belief systems telling them otherwise.
I’ve heard informed people say that Khamenei being a man with integrity was unable to internalize and accept how evil the US is.
Apparently his successor does not share this defect.
The unusual recent silence of Putin suggests he too now finally accepts that negotiating with the US is impossible.
Amen Jeffrey Tucker.
All political parties, and intellectuals, and institutions failed us.
Most citizens don’t care. How is this possible given the gravity of the incompetence and poor ethics?
Relax, oil soon down and stocks up.
What a leader! So inspiring, and he thought of everything.
Yeah, the virtual part is unlimited, the actual part is rapidly running out . . . like the economy and his presidency.
AJ
All of our institutions are kaput.
LOL!! Thanks for the chuckle of the year.
A pornstar, dumb as bricks, heading that council… Priceless!
We are living in the movie Idiocracy now
holy shit!
Gail Tverberg uses the energy lens to explain global conflict.
She argues that the problem has been hidden from citizens by presenting energy growth in absolute rather than per capita terms.
https://ourfiniteworld.com/2026/03/02/a-new-explanation-for-tariffs-and-bombings/
I saw no evidence that Tverberg understands the CACTUS lens view that the game of musical chairs underway will make things worse for all, not just the countries without a chair.
Steve Van Metre thinks a banking crisis will occur in as soon as a couple weeks if the Iran war continues because big banks are short $US and because the war is pushing up the price of $US and oil. The banking crisis and higher oil prices will then cause a recession.
Tulsi Gabbard ran for president on a policy of no more middle east interventions. One year ago as Director of National Intelligence she testified that Iran was not developing a nuclear weapon. Gabbard has been silent since Trump contradicted her a year ago on Iran’s nuclear intentions.
Let’s assume Gabbard has high integrity and good intentions.
How can we explain her silence and why she has not resigned?
A good explanation is that she has been briefed that US oil is peaking and US must soon capture Iran’s oil from China.
As explained by the Energy Lens, no leader can admit this reality or it would crash the markets.
Since few leaders see through the CACTUS lens, they are responding in a way that is accelerating global collapse.
I tried to argue something like this with husband yesterday. It feels like Trumps gang are speeding up a USA plan that has been in motion for at least 30 years. Where previous administrations have been very slowly chipping away at the plan, Trump’s is steamrolling ahead with it. One plan to rule them all.
What do I theories this plan is? Something cooked up by intelligent USA generals to secure energy and minerals for the USA.
I recently have become suspicious that the whole woke movement was cooked up to generate a large social approval for a right wing president to come in and fast-forward the plan. Maybe they didn’t expect it would actually be Trump, they just knew it would be someone like him. And equally this applies to the cadre around him.
This is all pure speculation on my part. I just feel more and more suspicious lately. It seems like the USA spent the last 20 years just pretending to be dumb.
Another possibility is that all the socially divisive issues like woke, vaccines, BLM, immigration, voter fraud, etc., etc. were deliberately stoked to distract citizens from real issues like widening wealth gap, falling standards of living, market bubble, peak oil, pedophile elite, etc..
Another possibility is that nothing makes sense because our leaders are REALLY stupid, and the divisive issues exist because they make click money for the social media platforms.
Yea my husband was like Occam’s Razor, they probably are dumb.
Bush definitely knew about oil though. He knew what he was doing for the USA with Iraq. I used to think Bush was really stupid.
Important to remember that just prior to the Iraq war, peak oil was real, and fracked oil was not yet a thing.
After a few months of dealing with his terrorism charges (UK dropped the case) Richard Medhurst is finally back on youtube. I’m a big fan of his. If you like this video and want more, he did a 3-hour broadcast last night. Just go to his channel and click the “live” tab.
I like him too. Watched his live stream last night but did not realize he had been banned.
In addition, curious minds want to know if there is any science with integrity that proves they are effective?
Given the proven poor ethics of healthcare professionals, how could you possibly believe any evidence they provide?
Indi with the Sri Lankan perspective.
https://indi.ca/iran-is-hitting-every-country-in-the-region-because-its-all-one-empire/
Canada, the UK and the EU are now joining the US/Israel in this war of aggression.
Paging China, paging China.
WTF you doing?
It’s time for you to teach the US a big lesson.
I think that Iran is doing it for them you and I just don’t see it because of the fog of war that Western Civ is spreading on thick, even on X. You are impatient for something immediate. I read quark this morning see it takes time to tip the edifice of western hegemony over the edge. Be patient.
https://rayonegro.substack.com/p/la-crisis-del-petroleo-y-del-gnl
AJ
Thanks, good analysis by quark.
Key points:
Hence Trump is saying war will be over within 4 weeks.
How does our 300-year blip stack up to the others? I hope ours wins for being most destructive. (the only hopium I have left😊)
Question to AI: With the industrial revolution when did coal, oil, and gas begin and then become mainstream?
1. Coal: The Bedrock of Industry
While humans have burned coal for heating since Roman times, its industrial journey followed two distinct phases.
2. Oil: From Medicine to Mobility
Oil had a much faster “ramp-up” period than coal because the technology for internal combustion evolved rapidly once the fuel source was stabilized.
3. Natural Gas: The “Waste” Product
For a long time, natural gas was seen as a dangerous nuisance or a byproduct of oil drilling that was simply burned off (flared).
Hideaway’s back in good form at Dr. Tim Morgan’s site.
https://surplusenergyeconomics.wordpress.com/2026/02/13/319-the-end-of-growth/comment-page-1/#comment-50077
https://surplusenergyeconomics.wordpress.com/2026/02/13/319-the-end-of-growth/comment-page-1/#comment-50478
https://surplusenergyeconomics.wordpress.com/2026/02/13/319-the-end-of-growth/comment-page-1/#comment-50486
https://surplusenergyeconomics.wordpress.com/2026/02/13/319-the-end-of-growth/comment-page-1/#comment-50490
Yikes. So many layers to the peak oil chat leader.
Now he’s writing AI music to motivate Elon to decentralize xAI so it has a better chance of saving us by getting us to Mars.
Pretty good Iran war update from Dr. Ted Postol.
He’s at the top of the list of people I trust and that have deep knowledge of facts rather than just deep opinions.
We watched his whole presentation from start to finish and it was both informative and cathartic, especially his closing comments. Hearing some words of sanity can really help. I have more of an understanding what the iron dome is, and how it is meant to work, and how it is not working, and the photos of damage to Tel Aviv that is being censored was good to see too, as he said, nothing like what has been done to Gaza, but still a lot. I did not literally think it was a dome! but somehow the idea of a ‘force shield’ was in the mix, actually i don’t really know what i thought it was.
Spent a few hours trying to figure out what’s actually happening in the Iran war.
What an awful world it’s become when everyone with an opinion has a megaphone and you can’t believe anything that anyone says.
Better than just the MSM that we had as kids; except now you know that the MSM just lies to you, so you figure it has to be completely opposite of what they say.
But is difficult to figure out the truth. AND you do know Trump, Netenyahu and Israel are all the time liars.👍
AJ
I listened to the recent Joe Rogan interview of RFK Jr.
It discussed encouraging progress RFK Jr. is making at reducing causes of chronic health problems, and reducing corruption in the healthcare system.
If you let the 2.5 hour interview wash over you and then look for themes, what struck me is that a powerful insider from US royalty, who leads the biggest US department, bigger than most countries, who wrote two books on the covid crimes, and who knows we are on a bad path with wars and debt and AI and social division, doesn’t really understand what is causing it or what to do about it.
Which I think supports the blob, aka superorganism, aka nobody’s driving the bus hypothesis.
Good point.
Before all those old noble savage prophecies come to fruition and the entire world is hunting us for sport, maybe some preemptive damage control would be a good idea by spreading the gospel:
Only problem is it takes years to fully understand.
I tried explaining it to Mr Zeus, but he doesn’t care about anything. He’s a nihilist. And it’s exhausting.
Just in case you vaccinate Mr. Zeus, be aware that self-amplifying mRNA has been approved for pets, because, I guess, mRNA was so good that a turbo-charged version must be better.
AI says the claim of shedding is a non-issue, but they also told us mRNA was safe and effective, so I would lean to caution.
I think that it is more nuanced than that. When the MSM lies, it is often a lie of omission. For example, if they are talking about the Iran conflict, they might mention the Iranian revolution of 1979, but fail to mention the coup by the US and the UK that installed the Shah in 1953.
I tried watching some coverage of the Iran war on CBS yesterday, and most of their interviews were with war hawks. But then again, CBS was recently acquired by a pro-Israel billionaire, so I probably should have expected that.
The oil price seems to be indicating this is all a big fat nothing burger. Like last time. Time will tell I guess
I don’t know what to believe. I’m seeing oil up 10% and oil futures circuit breakers tripping. What are you seeing?
That oil ripped higher at open, reaching a high of $78 then preceded to slowly sell off. Currently at $71. You’d think if the market “thought ” there was going to be a long protracted war with Iran, oil would just keep ripping higher.
True. But you’d also think given that infinite growth on a finite planet is impossible, and given we’re hitting limits to growth, interest rates should be skyrocketing and AI should be penny stocks. Nothing is rational now.
Well I haven’t left anything to chance. I drove the tractor down the hill yesterday and filled the diesel drum with a 1000L. I figured if it all blows over and oil retreats then I’ve haven’t lost much. I needed it anyway. If it all goes to custard at least I’ve stocked up.
Yes oil is up 10%. Heating Oil, and I’m guessing diesel and jet fuel will be about the same is up 17%.
Also UK natural gas is up almost 30%. Not only does 20% of the worlds oil pass throught the straits, 20% of LNG does as well.
Iran has declared the American Business Assets are now legitimate targets. XOM and CVX would be included
This is what everyone should worry about. I don’t know if this is completey true.
Headline news this morning: Qatar’s LNG production has been bombed offline.
1000L, very nice. I’ve got 120L of premium gas with no ethanol which keeps a little better. May add another 100L if things worsen.
You probably like this from the Norwegian Consumer Counsil.
Thanks Huldulæki, very good.
First day of WW3 is as good a time as any to bust out RATM. Ya, this is gonna be a rebellious teenager post. LOL
My favorite song of theirs is Vietnow, but here’s a couple that feel right today.
Brilliant.
Brian Berletic explains US continuity of agenda and why a US citizen’s vote has no influence on foreign policy.
All Iran has to do to win is survive.
Strait of Hormuz status?
Status update?
Would love to see +$100 oil. The U.S. has too cheap gas and people waste it. Considering what we know here, we should be grateful that we have hydrocarbons at all (otherwise 90% of us would be dead).
AJ
We would not be born, rather than dead (is there a difference?) This infographic video was very informative, good find Rob. I too wish more than anything that people get a shock to their hubris of wasting FFs. (and yet my whole life is dependent upon and wasteful of FF)
Status update?
Status update?
Clouds are an important climate feedback.
War between the US/Israel and Iran has officially begun.
https://www.cnn.com/world/live-news/israel-iran-attack-02-28-26-hnk-intl
Hi, a question for Chris (paqnation) if he has the time to answer. I’m curious if the NDE you had still shapes your worldview/outlook in any way nowadays? It seemed like it was having a powerful effect on you at the time of writing this letter, and in a very personal way. I’m curious if it flavors any aspects of your current more nihilistic/absurdist outlook. I understand it could be a very personal topic, though, so if you don’t feel inclined to share, no problem!
Hi Tom. My instant reaction to your question was HELL NO!!😊
But now you got me wondering if there’s anything lingering. A couple things come to mind:
1) My concern level of death. Pre-nde it was what I suppose is normal. Like a 9 out of 10 on the fear factor. Post-nde it was at a beautiful absolute zero. And nowadays I’d say it’s a two or three.
2) Looking for signs and overanalyzing things. This was a major issue during the peak of my nde belief. And I know I haven’t kicked this habit completely yet. For instance, you having the same first name as my dad (the dead relative who showed up for my nde) instantly puts me back into that curious & overanalyzing stage. But now it’s easier for me to chalk things up to coincidence/randomness rather than obsessing about it and creating layer upon layer of speculation.
I’m sure there’s more lingering effects, I just can’t think of any right now. And I’m not quite sure how they shape my current outlook, but I’ll bet there is some correlation there.
Btw, if you have any interest, here’s how I lost faith in my nde.
https://un-denial.com/2025/06/06/what-should-can-could-will-we-do/comment-page-1/#comment-112519
Thanks Chris! I appreciate your answer and the further reading on losing faith in your NDE.
I don’t think I was sent by your late father as an NDE-curious emissary of the dead, but I suppose I can’t rule it out entirely. I do think one of the great parts of being human is our freedom to choose to assign meaning to things/events/experiences or choose not to; the trick is in not getting carried away with it, in either direction – something I think we all struggle with at various times for various reasons.
I asked because my cousin had an NDE a few years ago, and she told me about her experience, which had some elements of the “classic” NDE but actually was more of a “bad trip.” At the time, knowing little about NDE accounts, I figured that made sense, because any hallucinations while the body is hanging on by a thread would probably be pretty stressful (like how dreams tend to be more nightmarish when you’re stressed about something in waking life or are otherwise sleeping poorly). Turns out, it seems like the body typically causes a fairly peaceful, soothing response, which fascinates me, because it’s pretty unintuitive (at least to me) for the reason above. Either way, my cousin had a pretty stressful NDE – no overwhelming sense of peace and love for her. She and I still discuss it every now and then, and she understandably goes back and forth on whether it was indicative of anything “after.”
I haven’t done any research in a while, but I remember some sources making it seem like the “classic” vs “bad trip” was about 50/50. But most sources paint it more like 90/10. And I agree about the peaceful/soothing trip being unintuitive. Our organs working that hard and that stressed out, you’d think every trip would be a nightmare.
The bad trips are way more interesting. They don’t seem to follow a pattern like the classic ones (bright light, dead relative, calm & peaceful, it’s not your time yet, you have more work to do). Of the bad trips I’ve researched most have the bright light. And then it’s anyone’s guess after that (demons, monsters, aliens, horrible humans like Jack the Ripper or Hitler showing up LOL). I remember one where a lady described that she was literally on a roller coaster in hell. Super-fast with crazy ups and downs. Very hot and everything was on fire. And she was screaming the entire trip.
I totally buy into Rick Strassman’s theory about NDE’s just being an endogenous DMT dump produced by something in our brain. I have enough experience with psychedelic drugs where that makes perfect sense. I also think alien abductions fall into the same bucket. Thankfully, I have no experience with that, but the alien stories are all so similar that the DMT dump theory fits like a glove.
I think it ends there though. Just an intense drug trip. But Sam Mitchell and Rick Strassman think there might be something bigger going on. Like interdimensional beings living inside our brain… or the DMT acts as a communication device to the outer limits… Ya, kind of kills Rick’s credibility which is why I don’t ever mention it. I just cherry pick the parts of Rick that I like.😊
ps. You should ask your cousin to write a detailed story of what she remembers. And then post it here. Would make for some good entertainment.
Catherine Austin Fitts does not appear to see through the energy or cactus lenses, however she does have deep knowledge of the initiatives underway to move us to the digital programmable currencies that will be required when our monetary system implodes.
She also has good insights into the global wealth networks that control our leaders.
I found this quite interesting but stop at about 1:27:00 when she veers off into woo.
This is so common. If you’re blind to energy you need woo to explain the world.
Anastasi explains why AI data centers in orbit or on the moon will never happen.
Been rewatching some of Tom Wessels videos. He has a little bit of that Nick Lane ability to put be in awe of the blob.
This one was really good.
I really enjoyed this, exceptionally clear picture. Lyle Lewis also did a write up about the huge ecosystem of the chestnut trees across the US and how quickly they were destroyed by that introduced fungi. This guy has this same love and enthusiasm for the natural world and yes, it makes the blob appealing.
Today I was reading on Collapse Club, about the mutual aid efforts, and there was a write up by French ‘collapsologist’ (the guy who made up this word) Pablo Servigne.
He uses much of the language of eoclogy / evolution to explain the philosophy behind the storm network he founded.
Actually he has written a book on it too – called Mutual Aid: The Other Law of the Jungle.
And he wrote this book before he wrote his collapse books. It sounds appealing in theory, I tried ‘networking’ for a while, but I did not get any where, and now i dont bother. I just do my own thing. I find that my nature is reclusive and that’s ok.
Here is the page:
https://www.collapseclub.com/blog/the-storm-network/
And this article is intended to tell Church groups that collapse is here and how they can help (a bit like the cactus idea too i guess)
https://www.churchtimes.co.uk/articles/2022/4-november/features/features/faith-in-a-time-of-collapse
(it’s really a promo peice for DA, but it was still a good idea to target this audience)
Anyway it was nice to watch this, instead of tuning into stuff about iran! I saw on YT that Scott Ritter was live streaming about Trump’s silly talk. I feel oddly relieved it has started, so now not checking all the time. it’s game on – and it will be a collapse accelerant no doubt.
ps – I keep getting the Simple Minds song pop into my head all day
dont you walk on by, don’t you call my name…
Looks like my prediction of no Iran war in the short-term will be wrong.
Have any embassies recently been evacuated in the middle east?
Australia is advising its citizens to leave Israel.
Or maybe not.
Heated discussion between Canadian Prepper who is certain Iran will be attacked soon, and Ray McGovern who is certain Trump will agree to a face saving deal.
War has started!
RFK Jr. might be the only hopeful light among our current leaders.
Pesticides are harmful. This article is a good review on the matter. This sentence in the conclusion is also true:
https://www.mdpi.com/2304-8158/14/7/1128
Thanks. The first sentence of the abstract is 100% incorrect. How is it possible to have any understanding of agriculture and to say something so obviously wrong?
Pesticides have nothing to do with ensuring food safety.
Pesticides reduce safety for the farmer, other species, and for the food consumer.
Pesticides are used to reduce the cost of production and to increase the perceived (but not actual) quality of the product by consumers.
I know pesticides harm farmers, rural community, future farming, future humanity etc , but … According to this review it gives less quantity.
Yes, I know you understand the truth.
The question is, how could the authors be 100% wrong and discredit their entire paper in their first sentence?
Abundant cheap industrial ultra-processed food has created obese people that are malnourished.
AI produces abundant cheap ultra-processed information that will create overwhelmed people without wisdom or any understanding of reality.
Food is optimized to be addictive with just right ratios of salt, sugar, and fat.
Information is being optimized to be addictive with just right ratios of novelty, polarization, and righteousness.
Fantastic summary Rob. And a great analogy by Nate IMO.
Thanks for sharing Chris/paq, I was a Dowd postdoom disciple for years and I’ve seen you around a lot of the sites I visit. Now that I have cancer, I’m somewhat jealous of how quickly Dowd got out before mad max. Meh…
Nothing new, but interesting. There was a series on the technology trap we have made for us self on BBC. James Burke contends that one cannot consider the development of any particular piece of the modern world in isolation. Rather, the entire gestalt of the modern world is the result of a web of interconnected events, each one consisting of a person or group acting for reasons of their own motivations (e.g., profit, curiosity, religion) with no concept of the final, modern result to which the actions of either them or their contemporaries would understand. the entire modern world is built from these interconnected innovations, all increasingly maintained and improved by specialists who required years of training to gain their expertise, what chance does the average citizen without this extensive training have in making an informed decision on practical technological issues, such as the building of nuclear power plants or the funding of controversial projects such as stem cell research? Furthermore, if the modern world is increasingly interconnected, what happens when one of those nodes collapses? Does the entire system follow suit?
Thanks, it’s a great series.
I recall watching that series as a kid.
Recently, though,Burke has come out – he’s still alive I think – with all kinds of Techno-Cornucopian crap.
Abundance beyond measure, etc, etc. The usual Musk nonsense. Embarrassing.
Rather a pity, but brains do soften, inevitably.
What I’d really like to know, as with all ‘The Science’ gurus, is…..did he get injected? If he did, he goes in the idiot box.
Many,myself included, fell for the ‘pandemic’, at first; but only imbeciles trusted the ‘miracle vaccines’.
Imbecile is strong as there are smart people here that regret their decision to be transfected with a novel untested gene therapy.
Covid showed how easy it is to manipulate our species to do things that are evil and/or not in our best interest. As did Hitler.
People around me actually believe that Putin is evil, and the Iranians are crazy terrorists, and RFK Jr. is a nut case.
Propaganda works.
I correct myself, Rob, and apologise: yes, imbecile is rather too strong – it’s my frustration with the general idiocy of our times showing, I’m afraid.
I am beyond exasperation, and do not wish to subside into indifference, hence the strong language.
Although, if I had fallen for the miracle drugs (and I have nothing to say against those who were coerced and needed to keep their jobs) I would be calling myself an imbecile.
But how do we explain this Abundance narrative being espoused by otherwise smart people, like Burke, who is not selling anything like Musk and the others?
Thanks. I’m very angry too.
I started this site in an attempt to explain why so many smart people with deep knowledge of science and the scientific method believe things that are obviously untrue.
I think Dr. Ajit Varki’s MORT theory explains widespread denial and other big mysteries about humans, but if MORT doesn’t ring true for you, others offer different explanations, like Nate Hagens, who itemizes a long laundry list of behaviors in his book.
Good man Cynic.
Was gonna post this clip to your comment above but I don’t need to now.
Because it’s funny, I’m gonna post it anyway.😊
un-Denial Comment System
I promised I would hold a vote on features for the un-Denial comment system.
Here are the issues that each require a vote:
And assuming we keep new system:
I’m going to switch to expanded threads, 50 threads per page, turn off yellow unread comments, and turn off the green bubble for a few days to give everyone a chance to evaluate a stripped down version of the the new system.
Then I’ll hold the vote.
Newest first
Very nice Chris.
I think this will speak to a lot of people.
We’ve all been on path with a lot of curves trying to figure things out.