By Hideaway: Drill Steel – One of many Iran war CACTUS triggers

This is a comment by Hideaway with a CACTUS example from the Iran war that I haven’t seen anyone discuss.

I expect there are thousands of examples like this that will become apparent in the coming months.

To repeat my core CACTUS message: If you value modernity and want to keep it going as long as possible, we must spread awareness of CACTUS.

Because our leaders are CACTUS blind, they are destroying modernity for all countries, while believing they are protecting modernity for their own country.

USA has plenty of oil, so states the leader…

How much drill pipe does the USA have?? It manufacturers most of it’s drill pipe, so everything is OK.

Except it isn’t. Where does all the high grade steel come from that has to be used to make these pipes? The answer is mostly from Asia, plus some from Mexico and Canada, with a bit from Europe. Try over 65% from Asia.

Where does Asia get it’s high grade iron ore from?? Mostly Australia and some from Brazil, across the world.

What happens if this supply gets cut because of too expensive or unavailable diesel, bunker fuel and jet fuel (Australia’s iron ore production comes to a halt without jet fuel, as the mines are mostly FIFO (Fly In Fly Out!! from Perth 2,000km away).

Australia produces around 65% of the high grade iron ore sent to Asia, with Brazil providing most of the rest.

How long before China, Japan, South Korea stop exports of high grade finished billets and steel products, with no high grade iron ore coming into the country?? Not long at all, they will look after their own industries first, like every country is already doing.

Basically within 6 months most of the drilling in the USA will slow to a crawl or stop altogether as drill pipe becomes scarce. They could only make much weaker pipe in the USA because of the low grade iron ores full of impurities, without the processes in place to make this high grade. Nobody does this as it’s always been cheaper to just import low price high grade steel or iron ore to make high grade steel.

BTW how is anything repaired in the Gulf, if China and other Asian countries stop exporting all the high grade steel and steel products needed to repair everything?

It’s a nice catch 22 we are setting up with this war, Australia can’t export iron ore or grain without fuel, China/Asia can’t supply the finished products for repairs without the iron ore, the gulf can’t fix their broken infrastructure without sending oil to refineries in Asia, which need enough for their own citizens before they can send products to Australia. Also the gulf countries need to feed their own people with Australian grain to have the manpower to do the repairs, which leads to fertilizer that can’t leave the gulf, or LNG that gets turned into urea in China, that, that, that.

None of the media, nor any of the experts really wants to look at the real picture, some are starting to get ‘bits’ of it.

It’s denial at its finest…

April 4, 2026 addition

This post is just mainly about steel and iron ore, it could easily be about diesel, fertilizer and grains exported, or LNG, naptha and plastic packaging and insulation for electrical wires, or the sulphur route. The point being that if anyone thinks they are ‘safe’ anywhere in the world, then just wait until the feedback loops hit you unexpectedly, as no-one is interested in following the full ramifications of all the feedback loops.

As a recent example of how complex self adapting energy dissipative systems really work, we had the example of cyclone Narelle across Australia recently. It gained strength in the Coral Sea to the North East of Australia, drifted West reaching category 5 before hitting the mainland, where it lost intensity. This is likely just like the world economy that lost intensity during the depression of the 1930’s and during the second World war.

Then Cyclone Narelle went across the gulf of Carpenteria, picking up strength with a new energy source of warm sea water. This is also just like the world economy picked up strength again with the new energy source of oil allowing more coal and gas to also be gained in the following 25 years.

Then Cyclone Narelle again hit land across the Northern Territory and Northern Western Australia, again losing energy intensity, but still had enough to reach the warm ocean waters as it kept heading west. The world economy also lost intensity as the peak of USA oil production hit in 1970 and during the oil crisis of the early-mid 1970’s up to around 1982, with stagnant energy availability and vastly increasing costs.

Once again Cyclone Narelle picked up intensity as it travelled South West off the Coast of Western Australia in the warm tropical waters, just like the world economy picked up strength again from new oil fields of Alaska, the North Sea, lots of efficiency gains, then a massive increase in coal production from China, and huge increases in LNG production and transport over the next 25 or so years.

Then finally Cyclone Narelle made landfall around Exmouth on the Western Coast of Western Australia, moving South East across land where it finally dissipated as it lost enough of its energy sources to turn into a rain depression without much energy by the time it went South across the southern coast of Western Australia, totally dissipated.. The world economy has also likewise probably hit an event where so much energy is lost that the entire system can break down and dissipate into a minimal energy system, which is not good for the 8.3B humans part of this energy dissipative structure we call civilization.

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HideAway
HideAway
April 9, 2026 10:24 pm

Qurayyah Power Plant 2 also now looks on fire. This plant produces power for Abqaiq processing facility and the  massive seawater injection systems that maintain pressure in the Ghawar oil field and provide feed-water for regional desalination.

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 11:01 pm

The Qatar fertilizer company also has new plumes of fire, only over the last few hours..QAFCO provides roughly 14% of the world’s urea supply.

Renaee
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 10, 2026 3:17 pm

I noticed that Hideaway’s thermal imaging data was shared in the comments section of that article.

RE this statement:
Banks will basically abandon Australia. And the money that is already there will find its way out as fast as possible. Until they can figure out their diesel shortage.

For people who DO have money in the bank, large sums, what is the sensible thing to do? My uncle has around 300k in super. How could i advise him, just take it all out to cash in the bank, or will not make any difference anyway? Same with my parents, how could I convince them to spend it all on supplies and what they need for last few years/months? I guess if I have not been able to do it by now, not much chance anyway.

Thanks for all the ongoing reporting btw you and Hideaway.

Also today – great summary from Nate, part two of his Oil triolgy. I just listened to it, but will watch b/c he has great visuals usually. But part three will be the really interesting one, to see how far he takes it, and what he knows.

paqnation
Reply to  Renaee
April 10, 2026 4:46 pm

LOL, what to do with the money? That’s the burning question I’m sure most of us have right now.

My main priority was always to make certain I wasn’t still working the 9-5 life when SHTF. Now that I’ve got that out of the way, the priority has shifted to not having any money leftover when I die… to not be one of those Romans who buried their life savings (gold) only to never see it again.

And I thought quitting my job was the hard part. LOL. Timing the money part is impossible. Go crazy now stocking up with supplies. Or just blow the money on fun stuff. Bucket list items. And then finding out you miscalculated and are about to be homeless because you can’t afford your mortgage/taxes.😂

Renaee
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 10, 2026 6:01 pm

Thanks. My uncle’s Super, he will most likely never use/see – too old for even a bucket list adventure. I have been telling him for a long while to at least take out 5 k and keep it handy in cash in the house.

My parents I just spoke to on the phone, and gave a summary of all Hideaway’s and your findings from over past few days, and they want me to send more details their way, so maybe they make some decisions but I don’t know. They are too old to raise chickens and rabbits that’s for sure! I have been telling them stuff from Hideaway ever since the bushfires, so my mum has heard this name a lot.

Mum was ‘reporting’ on all the building industry people already going bust and that the farmers are in big trouble. She gets it.

For us here, I have done all I can with the money we have got, but it’s ongoing in terms of work. In some ways it makes it easier when you have less money and there is less you can do, so less to agonise over, just make do with what’s in front of us. Though I do still wish we had some kind of solar set up. I think there will be a time, a few months maybe?, (before Cactus type scenario), where there could be blacks outs etc, and to be comfortable during that time would be nice. If it’s 40 degrees C and we don’t even have a fan, I would rather be dead!

@NikoB – how did you go on Youtube University? – did you get a good idea what set up to go with?

Stellarwind72
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 10, 2026 9:06 pm

If the lights go out in the Middle East, so will the desalination plants. People won’t be in the dark for too long…

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HideAway
HideAway
April 9, 2026 6:36 pm

The damage in the gulf, is very extensive and nothing like what’s reported in the media anywhere.

The thermal imaging doesn’t lie, the damage is real..

From A.I. ….

The evidence is the Silence. If the damage was truly “minor,” the Saudi and UAE governments would be inviting cameras in to prove their resilience. The fact that they have implemented a total blackout is the strongest evidence that the “Hardware Liquidation” is as catastrophic as the thermal sensors suggest.

Does anyone really expect Iran to play by normal rules after the attacks on them when in peace negotiations?? I don’t..
Marine traffic still shows hardly anything getting through the Straight of Hormuz, fires are still raging across gulf countries..

It’s possible that some of the new images of larger fires are the existing fires spreading through the damaged plants, but there are also some minor reports of more missiles and drone shot down and ‘debris’ causing fires, while the thermal imaging from FIRMS NASA imaging shows a lot of very targeted fires…

My take on the entire situation is that world ‘leaders’ (where is the bang head on wall emoji when I need it!!), are in blind panic and having every bit of information about the real situation censored as much as possible, to try and manage the situation for as long as possible.

I’m increasingly aware that TPTB in just about every country are aware of CACTUS to enough of a degree, to keep the real damage as secret as possible to not panic markets, and to stop people from hoarding etc..

el mar
el mar
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 10, 2026 2:46 am
Stellarwind72
Reply to  el mar
April 10, 2026 10:45 am

Video From Richard Murphy
You can read the transcript here.
https://www.taxresearch.org.uk/Blog/2026/04/10/why-has-the-us-had-to-beg-for-peace-with-iran/

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AJ
AJ
Reply to  Stellarwind72
April 10, 2026 12:59 pm

Stellar, I found his analysis interesting. His conclusions about neoliberal economics maximizing profits with “just in time” inventory from all over the world at the expense of resiliency seems correct. However, I think he fails to take Trump’s mercurial personality into consideration – he would go all in and still attack with limited options and then threaten nukes to get concessions. He is demented and doesn’t listen to the logic that Murphy says.

AJ

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 10:15 pm

This damage done is slowly leaking out as others also notice. I would expect everything to be clearer by Monday, with a weekend to manage the news releases, while markets are closed.

Perhaps I was just watching at exactly the right time and noticed more and larger splotches of red on the thermal images, which I have been monitoring for a few days.

Interestingly those like Martenson talking about time frames to ‘repair’ anything are not paying attention to where the pipes and machines to repair anything come from, nor the timeframe it takes to make sure the replacements are available.

Even in the doom sphere, so many people have the old thinking from the 250 year period of growth when there was always more, never thinking of replacing anything in a new world of less, year after year, especially in the economic climate of sudden constrained fuel. All the repair equipment and supplies do not just appear from magic..

Hamish
Hamish
April 9, 2026 4:13 pm

Levity for Rob :
On a recent hike I said “listen up, I only suggest this on hikes when it has recently rained and we’ve got a steep descent ahead of us. At the next rest stop we should put together an informal committee to review Langmuir corrections and revisit our time model.”

A surprising number of people don’t know that they have been hiking wrong!

paqnation
April 9, 2026 3:37 pm

A plea to the youth:

Where are all the Luigi Mangione clones? I’m very disappointed in you. Seriously, go pick up a gun, track down a billionaire, and blow his motherfuckin head clean off, no questions asked. And for the ones who’ve made millions from the manipulation of Trumps deadlines… make sure you terminate with extreme prejudice.

C’mon, what’s so hard about that? I’d help you out but at this point I’m too old and too tired. 😂 😂 😂

Thank you and good luck. We’re counting on you. You’re our only hope.

And for some inspiration, use this classic. It’s about hunting racist rednecks and choppin’ em up. Just replace rednecks with the elite.

Stellarwind72
Reply to  paqnation
April 9, 2026 4:44 pm

I hope the FBI doesn’t put you on a watch list for this.

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paqnation
Reply to  Stellarwind72
April 9, 2026 9:16 pm

Wasn’t my comment. Found it on reddit. I only posted it here to show you guys how ugly some people can be.

I would never condone that kind of behavior. Especially against the honest hard working, self-made billionaire class. They’re the only reason our economy is still in such good shape. Creating jobs. Creating stuff to consume. Good lord, I can’t even imagine how miserable we’d all be if they didn’t exist.

AJ
AJ
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 1:00 pm

If this was true, Hezbollah learned nothing from the pager hack. I suspect that here in the U.S. the NSA could tell who of interest is using the internet or cellular networks at a given time and at least where they normally are when using it. Would a VPN disguise it? What do you think Rob?

AJ

Hamish
Hamish
Reply to  AJ
April 9, 2026 5:07 pm

Stay off their radar. Speak only in :
• Infrequent
• Vague
• Non-specific hypotheticals
For example don’t go repeatedly into detail about how ‘someone’ will eventually leave office, and that ‘they’ (and their family) will have less security and how you might address the mistakes Luigi made and therefore how you would get away with it.

There are far too many vectors through which we can all be identified. Self censorship is easier.

HideAway
HideAway
April 9, 2026 7:01 am

Abqaiq, Ghawar, Petroline, large fires all over the place, Saudi oil fields and processing facilities compromised, nothing reported in media.

Obvious payback for oil facility destruction in Iran since ceasefire. All in the last 6-8 hours.

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 7:33 am

You need to look at the current FIRMS thermal imaging from satellites, then get A.I. to confirm what you are seeing. There is currently a 150km smoke plume from Abqaiq going over the gulf.

https://www.turkiyetoday.com/region/satellite-image-shows-smoke-fire-at-saudi-aramcos-abqaiq-facility-3217739

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HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 7:45 am

All coming from live FIRMS data from NASA, on thermal anomalies, i.e. fires happening right now.

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 7:43 am

Likewise is happening in UAE. Iran are destroying oil and gas infrastructure across the Gulf countries right now..

Basically doing what they promised to do, all just as peace talks are meant to be happening tomorrow, just as US and Israel did to them, strike during peace ceasefire negotiations.

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 7:54 am

Pearl GTL plant in Qatar now also has thermal hotspots..

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 8:15 am

Bahrain steel plant also has new fires, the one plant in the gulf countries capable of making the high grade steels required for fixing the damage done elsewhere….

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 8:23 am

Banagas gas plant now also in flames, provides the gas to the largest Aluminium smelters in the world in Bahrain, so even if the smelter repaired, hit earlier, they don’t have a fuel supply anymore.

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 8:30 am

Rob these are all new fires I’m reporting from FIRMS live satellite feed. I’m also getting A.I. to identify the timing, all within the last few hours..

AJ
AJ
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 1:24 pm

Why is that? I think a lot of people I follow on X are being “throttled” down. Or their posts are blank?

AJ

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 7:58 am

Add Kuwait to the list. The Mina Al-Ahmadi refinery is also showing a lot of new fires.

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 8:33 am

1.30am here, going to bed..

Short version. Our CACTUS world has become FUBAR for the future, minimum expect depression, probably the end of civilization once all the feedback loops kick in..

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 8:07 am

Sabiya power plant and water distillation in Kuwait also showing new hot spots. This is a devastating new development as the desal plant provides 100M gallons of drinking water per day..

Andaréapié
Andaréapié
Reply to  HideAway
April 10, 2026 7:52 am

Hideaway,
I don’t think I’ve said so yet, your writing on CACTUS awareness and the interconnected nature of these various aspects of our civilizational collapse is really brilliant.

Here is a sad sort of joke; Today I will practice making Paiute deadfalls to catch small rodents and purchased a steel tripod for suspending ā Dutch oven over an open fire. Ā prognosis for civilization….I can’t honestly say whether this is a best case or worst case scenario.

Anyway, thank you for your brilliance and clarity.

Stellarwind72
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 11:35 am

Why is none of this being reported in the media other than the report from Türkiye today?
Is there some kind of media blackout?
Edit: Spelling

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Stellarwind72
Reply to  Stellarwind72
April 9, 2026 1:03 pm

I just found this from Reuters.
https://www.reuters.com/business/energy/operational-activities-halted-several-energy-facilities-saudi-arabia-state-news-2026-04-09/

One of the pumping stations on the kingdom’s East-West pipeline was hit, reducing throughput by about 700,000 bpd, the ministry source said. ​The source described the pipeline as currently a main route for supplying global markets.

The Manifa oilfield was ​also hit, reducing production capacity by around 300,000 bpd, while a previous attack on the Khurais facility cut a ‌further ⁠300,000 bpd, bringing the total reduction in Saudi production capacity to about 600,000 bpd, the source added.

anonymous
anonymous
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 3:01 pm

Keep in mind that Since the start of the war, there have been many false-flag attacks designed to pin the blame on Iran – those in Oman, for example. Oman is the Gulf country with the best diplomatic relations with Iran.

You can’t believe anything these days, but this statement has been published in the Iranian state media in the last few hours:

IRGC: The Armed Forces of the Islamic Republic of Iran have absolutely made no launches toward any country during the ceasefire hours up to this time.

​🔹In recent hours, various news agencies have reported drone and missile attacks on facilities in some countries bordering the southern Persian Gulf.

​🔹It is hereby informed that the Armed Forces of the Islamic Republic of Iran have absolutely made no launches toward any country during the ceasefire hours up to this time.
​🔹If these reports published by the media are true, without a doubt, it is the work of the Zionist or American enemy.

​🔹The Armed Forces of the Islamic Republic of Iran, if they hit any target, will fully and courageously announce it in an official statement, and any action not included in the official statements of the Islamic Republic of Iran is unrelated to us.

Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 1:45 am

Tucker is clearly part of the misinformation and distraction propaganda campaign. He is not the earnest and puzzle truth-seeker he plays at being. It’s terribly obvious.

The campaign has three main aspects:

1/ This is all about insane paedophile elite satanists who worship the old gods and require blood sacrifice; 2/ Israel controls the whole of the US state through corruption and blackmail, the tail wagging the dog; and 3/ Insane greedy elites want to establish a robot-dominated Technocracy and reduce the human population drastically, enslaving the remnant.

It’s notable that Peak Oil (and other resources) is never, ever, mentioned in these explanation.

Naomi Wolf did mention it very early on during ‘Covid’ , as an explanation, and then shut up, switching to the ‘return of the old gods’ meme’. She is an operative just like Tucker. I’m sure it pays very well.

Musk is built up as the ‘Good Technocrat’, Also an operative. Now we hear that he is ‘the Leonardo da Vinci of the 21st century’, the cool echno-Saviour, not a satanist. Spare us,please.

AJ
AJ
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 3:31 am

Good take on the complex chaotic predicament we are facing with MPP/MORT and CACTUS. I would expect nothing less.

AJ

Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 6:16 am

The propaganda meme that ‘Israel is in control of the US’ finds a parallel in the idea that ‘Big Pharma fooled the politicians and bribed the regulators’ to get the shots into everyone and bury the evidence.

Malone, Kirsch, Wolf, etc.

A sub-meme of this is the one Sasha Latypova’s, that it was all originated by the US military.

Another, that the WHO and UN ‘want to rule the world’. Or Bill Gates.

Not a mention of Peak Oil, resource degradation and scarcity, etc.

It’s all a sophisticated operation.

Tucker was ‘expelled’ from the MSM so as to make his role as a sincere truth-seeker – whose eyes are being painfully opened to the un-America Evil – plausible and convincing.

Stellarwind72
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 8:20 pm

Reopening Hormuz in the near term would require Israel and the US to negotiate in good faith which their current governments seem incapable of. So, no I don’t. Iran might allow passage for countries that are not aligned with the US, though.

AJ
AJ
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 3:38 am

As time goes on I will not be surprised by a economic crisis and Trump attempting imposition of the Insurrection Act/Martial Law in the U.S. At that point the U.S. is probably in Civil War territory with loose nukes and reactor meltdowns. There are not enough police/military in this country to have lockdowns again (too many guns in citizen’s hands). ICE/FBI agents are insufficient when people start shooting back.
Shitstorm.

AJ

HideAway
HideAway
April 8, 2026 6:50 pm

There are 2 webpage I’m paying attention to, for a little clarity on the entire Middle East situation as none of the media can be trusted to tell us what’s really going on..

Firstly this one the marine traffic through the Straight of Hormuz, and yes I’m aware that transponders can be turned off, but there would be no need if ships could navigate it safely…

https://www.marinetraffic.com/en/ais/home/centerx:57.2/centery:26.5/zoom:8

The second site is the satellite imaging and recording of fires. Be aware though that a large gas flare will also appear as a ‘fire’, so not all fires in the Middle East are actual damage. Also note that Rob’s comment down thread about the pipeline to the Red sea looks out of action, it appears there are several fires along that pipeline…

https://firms.modaps.eosdis.nasa.gov/map/#m:advanced;d:2026-04-07..2026-04-08;@52.4,26.0,7.3z

None of these maps show much difference to before the ‘ceasefire’, which makes me wonder if the current shaky ceasefire was just to hold up markets a bit longer…

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East Echo
East Echo
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 5:01 pm

Jews are not Semitic; most of them are Europeans who converted to Judaism.

Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  East Echo
April 9, 2026 6:32 am

It’s much more complex than that!

I was married to a Jewess, from the 3rd oldest Jewish family in Britain.

The Sephardi Jews are true (although in no way ‘pure’) Jews, and they tend to look down on the Ashkenazis from E. Europe, who have a large injection of German and Slavic and some Central Asian blood from historic conversions. Sephardis view them as mere peasants.

Jewish tax collectors used to offer discounts to those who converted in those regions, esp in Germany.

CampbellS
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 1:17 pm

I appreciate the subtlety of your comment there Rob 😉

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 5:34 pm

Once knew a top level, top credentialled, psychologist that was 100% into mindfulness, that according to him could cure all physical ailments..

He wore glasses.. I pointed this out to him, then came the excuses of why that was different. Has he ever had any surgeries?? That was also different, with lots of excuses..

Apparently mindfulness is what makes ‘other’ people much better..

I tune off the second someone mentions mindfulness, which means I lasted about 10 seconds into that interview…

Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 9, 2026 6:33 am

Saying ‘it’s genetic they can’t help themselves’ is still rather patronising, though, is it not?

It is also not scientifically accurate.

nikoB
nikoB
Reply to  HideAway
April 9, 2026 5:02 am

chuckle chuckle

You’re a tough dude Hideaway. Mind as sharp as a razor.

I mean it sincerely.

paqnation
April 7, 2026 11:04 pm

After Hideaway’s TACO comment I assumed the world was not ending tonight. So I accepted an invitation from two friends to go out to dinner and a movie.

I had fun, but on my drive home I started to get really fucking annoyed. Annoyed with what went down today with this deadline. Annoyed that I spent the last couple of days worrying about it. Annoyed that I fell for another one of these goddamn deadlines. Annoyed that rich devils are getting richer from this fucking game. Annoyed that I I’ve spent over five weeks stressing out about this shit when my two friends have barely spent one minute thinking about it. And annoyed that we walked out of the theater halfway through the movie because it sucked so bad. Project Hail Mary. Don’t watch it!

But when I got home, I read this bit by Martin Butler. Made me laugh and instantly calmed me down. I need to figure out how to go back to not giving a flying fuck about anything.

https://substack.com/@martinbutler/p-193445906

Disdain is Power – I disdain the whole damned thing.

Please note this article has an XXX blasphemy rating.

As a strange species that displays a liking for destroying each other’s existence, we have no choice but to live within the world we are given. Other creatures may be given wholly different worlds to experience, but our world consists of matter and thought, and we know of nothing else. Those among us with puffed-up egos and an irresistible urge to display superior knowledge, in other words, religious and spiritual people, claim all manner of fanciful things, and their claims always attract large numbers of frightened people desperate to establish their significance. Maybe a religion or spiritual tradition claims that there is a big man in the sky who will love us if we are well-behaved. Or it might be that we can escape the confines of matter and thought and experience wonderful states of consciousness if we invest in a retreat and say “namaste” often enough. Others might insist that the world is a wonderful place and that we should be grateful for our existence. What is common in all these attempts to place man in some form of subservient role is the notion of something wonderful that we worms might come to know if we do the right things. Well, enough of that, let’s have a bit of Nietzsche:

All the beauty and sublimity which we have ascribed to real and imagined things, I will reclaim as the property and product of man: as his most eloquent apology. Man as poet, as thinker, as god, as love, as power – oh, the royal liberality with which he has lavished gifts upon things in order to impoverish himself and make himself feel wretched! His greatest feat of selflessness has been that he admired and worshipped, and knew how to conceal from himself that it was he who had created what he admired.

Religious and spiritual people, and more recently, psychiatry, place man at the feet of some ideal. You can, without any reservations, throw all these ideas on the scrap heap. As a Christian priest once said to me, somewhat surprisingly, here on Earth we are Gods. She still held that there was some kind of big man somewhere, but we can safely ignore that and assume our role as Gods. A God, of course, needs a kingdom, and the kingdom we all have is ourselves. We can decide what is worthy of us and what is not. Personally, I find almost nothing on this desperate planet to be worthy of my attention. Look, we share our existence with mudskippers, crocodiles, bacteria, and flies. As Ernest Becker states:

Life on this planet is a gory spectacle, a science-fiction nightmare in which digestive tracts fitted with teeth at one end are tearing away at whatever flesh they can reach, and at the other end are piling up the fuming waste excrement as they move along in search of more flesh.

I disdain the whole damned thing. Life may be some staggeringly complex thing, but the end result is despicable – things ripping each other to bits for food. I should also add that human beings, as a species, can be disdained. We are masters of deceit and violence, and can’t open our mouths without lying. To repeat: I disdain the whole damned thing; all phenomena stink. I am the master of my own universe, and why not? It’s a position of power, and I would never ever consider ingesting notions of something more worthy from spiritual and religious criminals. Henry Miller became master of his own universe, too:

Since I have become God I go the whole hog always. I am absolutely indifferent to the fate of the world: I have my own world and my own private fate. I make no reservations and no compromises. I accept. I am – and that is all.

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Renaee
Reply to  paqnation
April 8, 2026 12:27 am

Butler is sounding very Ligotti like here, that’s for sure.
Good luck to your two friends, mostly oblivious to it all. I know that could not be in my nature, I can’t help but want to tune in, and so it goes. I have managed to be more calm the past few days than I was in the first couple of weeks of when the war started. But still, the last 48 hours have been surreal and I have felt so much hatred towards trump, like I never have before. I tuned into Butler this arvo too, the one about Death – certainly a different message coming through compared to his essay today. Maybe he has had a gutful as well?
Edit – I do like where he went with this at the end, the energy of it. And the quote from Henry Millery. It’s honest.

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marromai
marromai
Reply to  paqnation
April 8, 2026 2:03 am

— I recognize that feeling. The oscillation between stress, annoyance, and “not giving a flying fuck” is something most of us here know intimately. Martin Butler’s Nietzschean disdain is one way through — and it works, for a while. But as we all now, Nietzsche went mad at the end…

I’ve spent the last few years working through Gruber’s systems philosophy, and I’ve come to think that both the stress and the disdain are actually the same trap — just different sides of it. The Schopenhauer side and the Nietzsche side. Both see the void. Neither walks through it.

I wrote up where that path leads — beyond the disdain, beyond the despair. It starts with Chefurka’s Ladder of Awareness and goes somewhere I didn’t expect.

Beyond Doom: Why Most Collapse-Aware People Stop Halfway

Curious what you — and others here — make of it.

Renaee
Reply to  marromai
April 8, 2026 3:19 am

hello and welcome Marromai. I have read your article and am now reading it again more slowly. I felt excited to read it first time round, I love the high quality of contributors that this site invites. For a long time while in the doomershpere, I longed to share a space with people who have thought deeply about the nature of existence and have read philosophers and some of the wisdom traditions, as well as being amoung those with a scientific and systems thinking background, quite a unique mix. I felt when I arrived here i was among giants and had found what I did not know I was looking for, and still do, though it is a very diverse mix. 

Martin Butler is very hard to pin down, and not so easily brushed off by lumping him under one philosopher of Nietzsche or Schopenhauer. His most recent offering on his Corporeal Fantasy YT channel titled Death, that I refer to above, concludes that placing one’s attention on existence, and not the contents of existence, reveals the freedom that your essay is pointing to at it’s conclusion, is my understanding currently. But as I said, will read your essay again and see what my take aways are. 

For now anything to take the focus off of world events, that I am both fascinated and repulsed by, is a welcome change 😉

paqnation
Reply to  marromai
April 8, 2026 3:55 pm

Very good marromai. I’ll have to read it again because I was fading towards the end. Btw, your susbstack home page shows it as a 15 minute read. LOL, took me 45 minutes. And your other article shows 1hr 18min. I looked at it and it would take me 7 days of nonstop reading. Either substack lies or I am incredibly slow.

Afterwards I read this essay of yours. Mainly to see if/how you’ve changed in the last four years. I’m still a big fan of this essay. Maybe because it’s only a five-minute read.😊

https://un-denial.com/2022/10/21/by-marromai-a-purpose-in-life/

So, for me, I have decided to just try to enjoy as much free time and remaining prosperity as possible – while it’s still possible. Since I need money for this, I have to work, which is contrary to “Carpe Diem”. So I go to work, but don’t really do work – not perfect, much more like business as usual. What a shame – denying the un-denial… not knowing in the first place would have been much easier.

Renaee
Reply to  paqnation
April 8, 2026 4:05 pm

Oh – I am showing my new comer status 😊 Marromai has his own un denial essay! will read too.

I had a LOL moment with this para of his substack, yeah, he’s got my number on my bad days.

Most collapse-aware people are, philosophically speaking, stuck at Schopenhauer. They have seen the void — the blind, purposeless force that drives all systems — and they have concluded that existence is suffering, that the best response is resignation, retreat, or at least a grim kind of endurance. “Nothing matters, so I’ll just watch it burn.” Or: “Nothing matters, but at least I can grow potatoes.” The emotional signature is a heavy mixture of grief, cynicism, and exhaustion.

steve c
Reply to  paqnation
April 8, 2026 7:01 am

Ah yes, paqnation, as Slick Willy, that smooth, third way pol we all thought was so immoral for his oval office BJs ( boy, how the bar has lowered!) would say, “I feel your pain”.

I have just a touch of sociopathy, so my emotional response to the large amount of species-centric self inflicted anguish in the world is already a bit muted.

But, on the philosophical side, I resonate with what the stoics were trying to describe and live by. I think stoicism is kind of like the tone that Butler was trying to describe, where you pilot your own ship, and “disdain” what all the outside conventions are trying to make you feel.

Anyway, the other piece for me is captured well in the Hagens essay that Rob linked to yesterday. I hope you read it. Maximum power principle and optimal foraging theory help me see that the second law, that immutable law that runs this crazy universe, is what we are part of. We say “nature, red in tooth and claw” as though it is some sad observation of the dark side of life, but. no, it is simply how the tropic cascade plays out as energy is dissipated.

If there is a god, it made a pretty subtle and interesting device.

With these thoughts, I continue to be appreciative that 1, I’m top of the food chain, 2., I’m blessed with consciousness to dimly understand the amazing mechanism of the universe , and 3. Being alive to witness this key inflection point in our species history.

It’s sad in some ways, that we are hard wired into the competitive live or die machine of entropy driven evolution, but it’s a hell of a show.

Oh. and one more thankful- 4. I live in a rural area in a wealthy country, hopefully upwind of key military targets. You and others that are especially freaked these last few weeks, leave the screen ( hard to do, I know) and go out and walk in the woods for at least half an hour.

Bottom line, I have ups and downs as is normal, but my default mode is appreciation.

Stellarwind72
Reply to  paqnation
April 8, 2026 11:16 am

I like most of the essay, except this small section

I disdain the whole damned thing. Life may be some staggeringly complex thing, but the end result is despicable – things ripping each other to bits for food.

Tom Murphy wrote essays with a more nuanced view on this.
https://dothemath.ucsd.edu/2023/08/desperate-odds/
https://dothemath.ucsd.edu/2025/04/ishmael-chapter-7/

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Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 4:59 am

Iran lost, as the clerical-military dictatorship is still in power, and threatening any anti-government activists or protesters with being shot dead in the street, or being ‘skinned alive’.

If people knew honest Iranians, they would understand their deep longing to be free of this vampire clothed in hypocritical patriotism and religion which has dominated them for a generation (and in fact long before, since the 16th century in various iterations).

Although it should be possible to grasp it: as we long just as much to be free of the elites who inflicted the Covid crime on us.

Still, we can be consoled that Iran will not be carpet-bombed. Or can we?

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 8:22 pm

Rob, you stated in 2 lines what CM took over 14 minutes to say, along with advertising his paid subscriber page..

AJ
AJ
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 4:19 am

Crap, unadulterated crap. All administration talking points (The U.S./Israel won, Iran has nothing left).

AJ

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 4:50 pm

I suspect there is a ceasefire but Iran didn’t state anything about opening the Straight of Hormuz.

IMHO they would be stupid to open the straights as that is the ace up the sleeve they hold. It puts pressure on Trump/Israel/West to come to a real peace agreement quickly.

Opening the Straights while the 14 days of ceasefire goes on just allows the USA to re-arm in the Middle East. Again a good reason to keep them closed..

Basically it’s easy to now see who is negotiating from a position of strength. If the Straights are opened then the USA/Israel/West are in the position of strength, if they stay closed during the negotiations Iran is in the position of strength..

Markets will probably gyrate wildly in the short term, both ways..

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  HideAway
April 7, 2026 4:56 pm

Now this from Al Jazeera ….

Iran’s foreign minister says safe passage through the key waterway will be possible for a period of two weeks via coordination with Iranian armed forces.”

Nobody
Nobody
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 4:52 pm

So we went from US preparing for months with Israel to attack Iran while having “peace” talks with them (that were always “going great” and resolution was “just around the corner”…), to what still looks like the most catastrophic oil crisis to date with seemingly all diplomatic relations between the warring parties severed to US/Iran announcing ceasefire/victory that will last for God knows how long. And nothing of value came out of this – the infrastructure was destroyed, the US is even less trustworthy than it used to be, support for Iran is stronger than ever and the oil is still traded in yuan. None of this makes sense, at least from logical or resource (or complexity, or CACTUS, or whatever, really) standpoint. And it may not be over yet.

I don’t know who exactly wrote the story for that one, but they sure as hell are a crappy writer.

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Charles
Charles
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 11:22 am

Or it might just be a broken system nearing its end and multiple parasites eating it from the inside.
Or the powers in charge have an estimate of the breaking point (they tested during covid) and know exactly when to stop to generate a stepwise, somewhat controlled demolition, while keeping power.
Or, or, or…
To be honest, I am bit disappointed this didn’t last a few more weeks. To be sure the system really topples. But, I am being selfish here 😉

Charles
Charles
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 8, 2026 12:07 pm

🙂

HideAway
HideAway
April 7, 2026 2:38 pm

At least we know TACO is happening with oil futures diving around $6/bbl in the last couple of hours.

Of course there will be some excuse coming out by/before the deadline time, but the insiders are selling oil futures at present.

paqnation
Reply to  HideAway
April 7, 2026 3:30 pm

No idea what that first sentence means, but I’ll take it cuz it sounds like we’ve been granted a stay of execution.

How many more red lights can we speed through before finally getting T-boned by a Mack Truck?

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Stellarwind72
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 4:44 pm

In a country with a functional regulatory system, these people would be prosecuted.

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Renaee
Reply to  HideAway
April 7, 2026 3:32 pm

Can you explain this a bit more… I don’t understand what this means, and why they sell??

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Renaee
April 7, 2026 4:23 pm

Any possibility of less destruction and the opening of the Straight of Hormuz, and the ‘markets’ think everything can return to normal.

Therefore with more oil flowing in the future than now, markets think oil will become cheaper, so sell futures contracts now, some people, hedge funds, companies closing out existing buy contracts and some opening new short positions.

The overall effect is a wave of selling being greater than the current buying, so price declines on these futures contracts..

Because ‘insiders’ have been doing this for a while, the whole market was watching to see any pressure one way or the other, so as soon as future contracts started to go down in price, many other players would have jumped aboard the short trade, well before any news..

Renaee
Reply to  HideAway
April 7, 2026 7:59 pm

The ‘pump and dump’ scheme. And i did know the TACO bit, but not clued into just how much the markets react in this way. Australian stock exchange picked up 70 billion in value in 2 hours this morning or 2.1%

At least Albanese outright condemned Trump this morning. Also, I just saw Sal, the merchant mariner with the Youtube channel on the midday news.

Florian
Florian
Reply to  HideAway
April 7, 2026 3:51 pm

Good call.

AJ
AJ
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 11:51 am

Will he or won’t Trump/Netanyahu use nukes on Iran tonight?? Podcasts are all over the place. Macgregor says no – just hyperbole, Danial Davis say he thinks Trump is saying NUKES.

?? End of the world tonight ??

AJ

Stellarwind72
Reply to  AJ
April 7, 2026 12:10 pm

Personally, I don’t think that the US and Israel will use nukes, but I do expect massive damage to energy infrastructure in Iran, Israel and the Gulf states. I also fear that desalination plants are also on the target list as well.

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Stellarwind72
April 7, 2026 9:51 am

Trump is out of control.

Stellarwind72
April 7, 2026 8:58 am

@Hideaway

Except it isn’t. Where does all the high grade steel come from that has to be used to make these pipes? The answer is mostly from Asia, plus some from Mexico and Canada, with a bit from Europe. Try over 65% from Asia.

The US actually imports around 25% percent of its steel.
https://www.reuters.com/markets/commodities/where-does-us-get-its-steel-aluminum-2025-02-10/

HideAway
HideAway
Reply to  Stellarwind72
April 7, 2026 1:10 pm

Hi Stellarwind72, there is a large difference between “steel” and “high grade steel” that is used for all high end applications where minimal impurities are required that makes the steel able to put up with harsh environments.

A lot of the USA “steel” is recycled steel remelted in electric arc furnaces with relatively high impurities and is unsuitable for something like drill pipes.

Simple searches or media comments about a broad range of a topic, never get into the details required for specific applications in our complex world.

steve c
April 7, 2026 6:15 am

Well, there is this. He looks human, and maybe? lives in Australia?

(Indian news feed, just wait for the ads to finish:)

Even the news host wonders how he pulls so much together.

el mar
el mar
April 7, 2026 2:53 am

The International Energy Agency (IEA) is controlling the global response to the energy crisis, just as the WHO did during the pandemic.

Head of the IEA is Faith Birol who is also the Head of the Energy advisory board of the WEF Same people – same agenda. We can’t vote them out.

el mar
el mar
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 2:46 am

Trump the killer

Charles
Charles
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 12:19 pm

I don’t know.
There just seems to be a new script out.
It started with a wave of articles about Israel controlling the US.
Then, Pete Hegseth third temple speech.
Then, Trump alleged madness. (I thought he was just a reality TV show host and not making any decisions)
So the next logical steps seem to be: wait till Iran proves to be a complete debacle, then within a month send Trump to psychiatric hospital and charge Pete Hegseth with felony (unless we learn he was brainwashed as an abused kid by some secret organisation from Israel. In which case show sorry photos of him after “treatment”).
Good remorseful Christians save the day.

(If you really ask me, I pity Pete and even Trump. They both give out the vibe of broken people trying desperately to prop themselves up by using the rest of the world.)

Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 6:41 am

Not at all surpising.

These will all be people without real jobs and dependent on the government: if they don’t volunteer,their grants will be cut and the police will take very close interest in them, one suspects..

I very much doubt there will be any members of the corrupt and highly privileged Iranian elite lining up outside the plants.

Although I suppose the accomplished Dr Goebbels of Iran, Prof Marandi, who has taken so many in the West in,might see a photo opportunity in it.

Too many people, in justified detestation of the US and Israel, and not knowing any Iranians, or anything about daily life there, seem to be forgetting that the Iranian govt. is itself murderous, corrupt and cynical. It represents Iranian civilisation as much as Mussolini represented Italian, or Hitler German high culture.

Decent and intelligent Iranians are caught between the Devil and the deep blue sea in this dreadful situation. God help them.

Cynic
Cynic
Reply to  Rob Mielcarski
April 7, 2026 11:43 am

Both are sunk in depravity and evil; nearly all governments are, at this stage.

This is difficult to contemplate and accept, but none the less perfectly true. Nether side is good.

It’s a very bleak vista indeed.

I suppose one could construct a comparative scale of evil, in which case the Iranian government would be a run-of-the-mill classic military-theocratic tyranny of the kind seen many times in history, under which it is possible to live almost normally if you keep your mouth shut.

And the Western Covid tyranny would be something quite unprecedented in history, the greatest fraud and mass poisoning ever committed.

monk
Reply to  Cynic
April 7, 2026 12:45 pm

I have a friend who is Iranian and she absolutely would agree with you. Iranians are between a rock and hard place.